Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Bagoong Posting ng 2007

I decided to put up a new post for 2007. A week and a half later I know but I wanted to get some thoughts together.

I feel a bit better when I'm here in the City. Yet, I wonder what I need to do next. So much is so unknown. I relapsed to just sleeping and eating meals and taking my meds, hence survival skills, when I was down there. I got up and did stuff when it was planned.

Ma and Ed are in PI right now. Part of me would like to be there but I'm still not feeling up to it. I know it myself. I'm trying so hard to struggle and get my bootstraps up. I wonder how. How can I?